Seeking God

Did you ever wonder just what the new birth is all about? I sure did, for many years I wondered how to get "saved" or "born again". I tried to get "saved" by repeating the words given to me and shown to me by people in Christianity, since I was involved in that denomination for a long, long time. But,it didn't work! I didn't feel saved or born again after repeating those words, and I think they were truly heartfelt. After years of that cycle repeating itself, I started asking God if He was real...then why couldn't He show me that..some proof? I was desperate and really needed Him in my unhappy life. When I come back, I will explain how He did show me some things, and did really cause the holy Ghost to fall on me and present me with the "new birth"! It was quite amazing! It happened 15 years ago this month!!:0)